TO MY HERO

In memories of PVT Sithole, the woman I admired most in my life, Loosing her was like a pattern of my flesh was peeling away. my bosom still cooks feeling of inadequacy and inferiority. She did play a role in my life.

You truly don't deserve to have a son like me MOM,

I wasn't there when your desperately needed me;

I was so far pursuing a career in matric;

But now that you are gone, gone to soul;

where all streams retreats,

To the unknowable lands by human sight;

that is where you SOUL it should be, believe me.

i never realised the value of what I have until I lost it;

When I stare at her pichure she looks alive,

Thousands little thoughts flashes in my mind;

Tears flooded and pours down without a DESTINATION;

Pouring down in a small cottage far away from home;

I can see you, I can see you in my imaginations;

Holding a fine cloth attempt to wipe of your tears ANGEL.

Hiding from my young brother so he can't see in tears;

Sick like a young baby crying for help;

i can see you loosing tons and tons of weight, praying;

To creator of all with no one to take CARE of you ANGEL;

Being a nurse on you own, HEY my hero!

You conquered the world you never let the world conquerors you;

You gave all the best for life telling us not to worry, you will be OK.

Meanwhile I asked for few days to be absent from school to assist you my hero.

Thou you fired ME from home to settle back in my cottage for EDUCATION.

I did listen up to you ANGEL, you request was highly appreciated;

"I passed my metric with flying colours ANGEL;

OOH dam life, you weren't there mom for celebration,

You were gone to soul where all streams of life meet.

You were already gone mom, thanks to your FAITH;

Your faith did kept you alive till the birth of your older son reached 20.

I wish my voice should reach to heaven, I shout my last shout ANGEL,

I shout with a horse voice, with a sweet voice saying;;;

Thank you, thank you for serving me, for being my guiding STAR.

YOU told me to part with those who value my ambitions; not those who belittle them.

I sent a a huge gratitude there where you are;

i thank you you jokes you shared with us.

Those advice you shared and gave to us.

"I LOVE YOU "