Friday, July 31, 2009
TO MY HERO
The greatest gift in the world [listening]
When you get angry don't loose your temper. You wont win by losing control, and your could make bad judgements.
Direct confrontations do come up in negotiations. Often it just takes creative thinking and and flexibility to move towards agreement "Let's think this through again and meet tomorrow." may be all that's needed. But sometimes frustrations arise, tempers overheat and there is a real threat of total breakdown. So reintroduce a sense of progress. Is there a Minor issue you haven't discussed? By demonstrating your ability to agree on lesser point, you might approach the major one with fresh eyes.
Keep your commitments once you've made a deal, live to it's terms. Don't give your word lightly. but keep it once you do.
If you have shown intergrity in all your dealings, people will know you about it. If you change you principles as often as your socks, you will also be known for this. But if people have learn to trust you, there isn't anything can't accomplish.
Wisdom of academics [selection of quotes]
"If you want to act, act now cause tom morrow comes with no guarantee, I always takes initiatives Sbu don't be afraid to does so announce what is within you."
Momeen HRM
"If you loose Sbu, don't loose a lesson, always search or an opportunity and penetrate through it, penetrate to any hole that emerge even when if it's a small one GET IN, if when if the is no hole, relax."
Mdu HRM
" You know what Bra wam, I believe a wisdom gained is the wisdom shared, the more you share is the more you gain."
Elzarust Nkuthalo HRM
"In my high school days, teachers use to told me. don't keep a boom inside of you Sbu, the more you retain it, it will burst and destroys you completely. Share a your "boom" with others to immunised it the boom I am talking about it's a problem Sbu [he he he you might be confused]
Nash Nathy HRM
"It haven't been a mistake to be born from POOR backround, it wasn't you fault, but it will be mistake or a curse if you put a blame on yourself for that."
Based on the motivation given by a friend to matriculants G. Mbhele {friend} HRM
"Education is about leading a an eye from the DARK cave into the light, that's what education is about could it be possible for you Sbu to turn the EYE from the cave into the light?"
Sandile Bed 4th year.
"University Sbu is a home away from home"
Skhumbuzo HRM
"It's better to be a fool for the year, rather than to be a fool for the rest of you life, when we climb this dusty street arriving here they are many people calls us with fools cause we are studying. Lets us be fools once for the year not for the lifetime."
Skhumbuzo HRM [at assembly in home town grade eleven]
"It did not matter what life expect from you, what matters is what you expect from life"
" I was a taxi driver, but today I am a Bed student it's because everything I attack with positive vibrations."
Someone at Bed
"quites never win, and winners never quit."
TK HRm last year preparing for Exam 11; 30pm midnight.
"To make an habit Sbu, it took approximately 28 days, and there after you may be addicted to any thing you interested into.
Mtho room mate last year.
"Yesterday I was a Caterpillar, but tomorrow i will be a butterfly."
Momeen
Don't be fooled by me! one
Don't be fooled by me,
For I wear thousands mask,
That I am afraid to take off,
And none of them are me.
Pretending is the art that a second nature with me,
But don't be fooled,
I give the impression that I am secure, that's all OK.
Confidence is my name and coolness is my game.
That the waters calm, and I am in command, that's I needs no one.
But don't be fooled by me.
My surface may be seem smooth, but my surface is masky.
Beneth dwels the real me in confusion, in fear, in in lonelyness.
But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know this.
I pannic at the thought of my weakness and fear being exposed.
That is why I wear a mask to hide behind, to help me pretend.
To shield me from the glance that knows.
But such glance is precisely what I need,
My only salvation and I know it.
That is it if's followed by self acceptance,
If followed by love.
Is the only thing that can assure me, if I can't assure myself.
That I am worth something.
Did I put a bottle in you mouth, Y blame me?

Thou life is no longer the life but a journey without discontinuity. life is like the string that is tighted like the ringhals snake on the tree. Once the snake got free it can do any thing what ever comes into its conscience to maximise its freedom. Well my freedom was on the line to be maximised. I thought about this while we walk life proxies both many un namable events out of which we the youth had to experience and then grow from them. The celebs believes in this "In order to save the lives you gotta set yourself as an example amongst the public."
With a blink of an eye i was in a terrible mess, my conscience reminds me when I was keep saying "now guys you put me into this mess?' they would say "no its you who put yourself in this mess on your own man." He d continues and say "SBU I didn't took up a bottle and insert it in your mouth man, it is you who did; why blame me?
Sbu whatever you need you shall have it in this BAR, call my name I ll respond enthusiastically" friend words while I was observing his behavior and his intention while in bar everything about him was drastically changed he was unusual. I knew him as a street guy kind of serious, now h is free with a pile of money inn his pocket. While he opened his wallet I saw a huge pack of hundreds leaned on each others as if were pasted with a steel bond [glued on each others] within a black wallet. "Look it's Friday just relax man, I have money I CAN bring any thing you want man, this BAR can be mine if you want it all."
He was right some man who are the merchants in rural areas they simple bought all the alcohol i the BAR during Fridays, in rural areas they are many KINGS of alcohol during alcohols while in early in the Monday they lost their thrones kingship. "can you please buy me something friend F" What Sbu he picked up his wallet suddenly within a blink of an eye. "I need simba chips friend" Ahh Sbu what a tiny thing I don't have a money to buy that man, just point a bottle NOW man instead of simbaz!" I laughed a bit. It was amazing to see my friends roared like lion in the BAR I was the only one who s left, perhaps i noted something that "alcohol creates a lot of Bongoz the comedians." Something came into mind which says try it Sbu you will be a comedian too. He hand over a bottle to me than I threw it in my ribs in a sudden. Hey something amazing was happening i went to the guys who were playing snooker I ended up as the main coach that day through I never place my fingers on snooker sticks. The Indian guy who was skinny like me ended up listening at me accepting me as his coach on snooker. I hand over a bottle to the other guy who was thirsty and return to SF friend. "SF I am thirsty" he bought a bottle thanking me for finishing the first one.
Cut it now, I learn a lesson in bar. though my story cannot be in sequence form . Taken from a diary last year March 2008
A wonderful stain remover

it removes stains from WINTER and SUMMER material,.
It also removes carpets, beds, furniture.
It may remove your EDUCATION, future, friends, love ones,
It also removes your clothes, your car, your job, you family.
It also removes your good name, your ability to think, when if used...
too much it also remove yourself.
Try it, why after all is an excellent remover of stains.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
You are special. {Pyschic perspective}
We were in despair, but now we are experiencing delight.
we were planting, but now we are about to harvest.
We were the Ireland's, but today we have the companies.
How ridicule life might be without being special?
we are special to ourselves,
We are special to our parents,
We are special to our friends,
We are special to our to somebody,
Someone else who can't go a day without thinking of us.
We are special I mean the dictionary can't describe our speciality,
That is why at DUT they treat us, as special case sometime.
The campus makes money causes of us,
Sorry to tell, but you are special as far as you pay fees.
At times Media may portray us as BAD, STRIKES, LAMBASt.
But we still remains special, no one can take it from us.
It's not our faults to strike judge.
It doesn't matter,
We drink
We smoke,
We lie
We cheat
We fail,
We are special we learn by mistakes.
To be a student it doesn't mean we are here to learn Education only,
We are here to learn life itself, in context, in new dilemma.
We must forgive all those who hurts us, all those who betrays on us.
Forgive management forgive directors or else even me.
Forgive newly friends and partners you finds at university.
We will be special.
No one can take such experiences from us, not even nature.
All belongs to us.
we are special as special case.
True love {existentialism point of view}
Consist of thousand words;
That say "I care"
True love part with faith,
Which crystallise into hope,
Till to determination into action.
True love compromise no materials things,
True love has it's own materials things within it,
True love require no support or structures,
True love has it's own support and structures of it's own.
Since money, rare to buy us love,
money can serve as a curse or mystery to love,
Money can be a source of all evils to love.
Money hamper and even attracts more love.
Are you the slave of true love, or are you the fool of true love?
unconditional love "defeats" many in the world, than any other things,
conditional love conquerors" the few in the world.
Only you can make a difference [inspirational]
Why did I messed up? Don't knew why,
Why can't i be forgiven? Don't know why?
my heart is full of sorrow, sadness, darkness and fear.
And I knew why,
Sorrow for my mess,
Sadness for your pain,
Darkness without you,
Fear of losing you.
When I was in darkness and pain,
You made my life bright again,
When I am sad, you always bring joy,
You always bring hope where the is despair,
When the is any suffering you always bring relief,
i am faithless, please make me believe again.
.I am in trouble, please help me,
You are the reason that make me want to live again,
No one else, but only you can make a difference
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
SOME THOUGHTS
Some thoughts are bad,
Some thoughts are constructive,
While others are destructive,
Some thoughts cripple our hearts,
While some others cripples the soul itself.
Some thoughts talks the same language,
Whilst some don't at all.
Some thoughts are Sweet more than a word sweet.
While others are sour like lemons can sour ones own life.
Sweetness and sourness are like two seasons,
Which are interchangeable, unwarrantable, unreplacable and unthinkable.
Some thoughts are romantic,
Some thoughts are blinds everything like love.
We cannot guarantee our thoughts at times they,,,
empower and dis empower us,
WHY?
thoughts drives the mind,
thoughts drives the heart,
thoughts drives even us.
WHY?
Some thoughts are the KINGS of our own lives,
Ready for the queens to marry them.
Some thoughts are FAST, and RIDICULOUS.
More than the word FAST
That's why ironically.
A race between a feeling and the thought,
It s a remarkable race.
A thought may won, or a feeling may won the race.
A thought may be discouraged by a feeling,
A feeling may be discouraged by a thought.
Well we still have an unfinished business in life,
We must fix our thoughts before they fix us,
I don't really know a spanner for the thoughts,
except the correct mental attitude, since,,,
you attitude determine your altitude.
LET IT BE. inspirational
Let it be, for your inspirations,
Let it be, for your perspiration's
Let it be, for your desperation's
Let it be, for your ex aspiration
I'm life inspirations without perspiration's is desperation's,
can lead to ex aspirations of ones owns perspiration's.
Let it be, don't mean to review your PAST,
Let it be mean, a look to the future,
the future is like a series of discontinuities,
composed by the PAST and the PRESENT.
The are times in life when,,,,
People appear and disappear.
People are like stars, like popular Zodiac STAR
People appear and disappear
Let it be.
Let it be when people bad mouth YOU,
Let it be when people criticized YOU,
Let it be when people told you, you wont make it in life,
Let it be when people told you, yo were not destined to win,
Let it be when people says you are a failure,
let it be when people says
you smoke Stuyvesant and marijuana, you drink.
you cheat, useless shapeless and UGLY.
Bare one thing in mind you destiny is within people,
you know what you are doing.
Let it be, still young, you gonna make it life.
you feel like, you want to pay revenge on failed relationship,
to ease your pains.
Just let it be.
You fell like you want to hurt somebody to feel good.
let it be.
As you ve been hurt don't pretend as if you are not
let it be.
In life, you cannot judge what is really happening in people minds and hearts.
That is why the mind and the heart always be fooled by eyes.
Let it be, for poetry.
We are all meant to shine, like the stars,
even brighter than Zodiac popular STAR.
We are the STARS
The seasons of life
once it peeled, a mark may be left from the tree
Same like the leaves that falls in winter,
Yet in summer leaves grows and stitch to branches of a tree,
Turneth to be more greener the greener pastures of EDEN.
Leaves makes the tree gloom and gleam.
Same holds for life,
In life they are two season winter ans summer.
In winter people drops like the leaves in the tree,
People blew with heavy winds,
people float aimless driven by winds of life winter,
People lost attachments on their branches of the tree.
Ends up soars no where and melt like the ashes in soil.
In summer people grows emotionally nor physically,
In summer people grow spiritually and mentally nor physically,
People attach themselves on their branches no matter how deflective winds of life might be.
People gains strength tenaciously they battle hard combats led by winds of life.
Like the leaf within the branch of the tree it grows even more greener.
That is why in my high school days,
Learners use to writ in their school bags says,
"When days are cold friends are FEW,
hence when days are CALM,
Friends are many"
The seasons of life, is the life of seasons.
Return to love
Don't reharse your hurts breaks,
Don't nurse your hearts breaks,
Don't review your hearts breaks,
HURTS will make you bitter or better.
Return to love for fates,
Return to love for hates,
Return to love for your faults,
Return to love.....
You cannot let love return unto YOU...
Only YOU can return to love.
Return to love.
I know hoe it feels, terrible deep sadness;
Being rejected, being dumped, being ignored.
Being betrayed,
Return to love.
Learn to love yourself, thought people might love you in return,
Since you werer never meant to be DISSAPOINTED, rather be...
APPOINTED to love.
Return to love.
Be enthusiastic and paasionate about life,
If they hurt you, they let you gro;
They arm YOU with weapons for dreams purpose all forlife,
Return to love.
Life loves you,Life honours you,
Life pays respect on you,
Life never dissapointed you, except people around.
Life loves you,
Above all else LOVE is ready to cleans all the STAINS in you, Return tob love.
no strike no glory, life experience

MMM what a cold welcome M exaclty what reaaly happens here I insisted enquiring him, he spend no time he responds at last "Sbu" continuing "this is our daily lives, each year we does this man" he left me for good.
Mean while a certain guy walks upon me and greet with a SAD look his expression talks more than the words he was going to utter to me i figurred out this from him.
"Do you really see what is happening FEDERAL" federal was a strange name i never heard of it since i arrived to the university. "yea I see what really happens here?" he pointed a bottle not so far away from us to the apartment where he was sitting from it he insisted "to me comrade strik means life, NOBODY CAN STOP ME DOING SO, WHY THE DIDNT SETTLE MY ACCOUNT FULL COMRADE." As we were having the conversation with him the crowd of academics approached near us he did stepped away at that moment, I heard by a huge noice screaming WHY din't he join us" by luck a lady whom I cannot I identifies here today did responded for me that "he is the first year he knows nothing, lets leave him."
i starred at them without a response someone says "he can join us either if he likes. cause some day it could be him he will fell what we are feeling now>"
I battled with my concience when I heard such a response from from the crowdd says "someday it could be him, he ll experience what we are experiencing now." Such words destroys me emotionally I did feet what they felt that day.
Perhaps comrades words did helped me to grow spiritually i was having no hope that the strike might come into an end after the negotiations took place with the management. At that moment I did imagined my self as the complete registed student without even a single document in hand stipulates to be so. All bad and the good things always come into an end i kept such thought in mind durings the strike as the first year.
Imagination is the highest parachure of which ones can fly high apon deflective winds, iI gave my own parachute the wings to fly up to so far. I let my imaginations to have an impact on my life, my thouights won me alive that day by imagining my self as the complete registered student
This is jjust a hint based on what iI went through as the first year acdemic, I arrived during the strike as the first year I was though that I should give up registration proccess and move on though I didn't does so i remain with others those whom were stricking for their lives
TO BE CONTINUED!
no strike NO GLORY

Tuesday, July 28, 2009
someone
To fall in love
"Brother aren't you gonna broadcast me if I tells you?"
"NO sister i wont at all how could I do such thing?"
After a moment of silence she starred strait at my naked eyes that moment i wasn't wearing them. Within my conscience I waved down my eyes trying to calm down, and to listen her story.
She said to me "Nina bafana niyizinja, anisicabangeli Y nidlala ngathi. yaz I wish to commit suicide manje Sbu. We broke up yaz ey lenja yomfana ngoythola" she carried on "Including you Sbu it may happen that you are one of those, who knows what hidden behind those glasses."
I laughed a bit while the sixteen year old talks in that way.
In psychology we have such thing called multiple dimension personality where by a patient my sister is suffering from break up and use some stereo type to make an overall judgement having the thinking pattern which says "bonke abafana bayizinja" my main intention was to destroy such pattern of thinking, i starred at he and comment with this words.
"My sister in respect on how you felt right now. let me tell you this, that name inja it truly signify to me that you use it frequently in you relationship, is that so"
"Yebo inja ma ibheda isuke ibheda phela kumele uyitshele u cash wayo." what a response from her.
i carried on "that was one of the reasons for you break up in your relationship, if you don't believe tell me have he ever calls you a dog since you have falls in love with him?"
"Cha akakaze qobo." With a smile in her face
"So why umbiza ngenja pho?" I insisted to her "he is a human capable to love.
She starred down and says "we are both wrong am sorry for using the word DOG.
"Dont say sory to me, please phone him and says sorry."
Secondly let me tell you this you never have a break up my sister it is just a breakdown, soon the whole things gonna fixed up you know. only a married couple can say they have a break up, its just a break down i call it a temporally defeat in relationship.
"What a temporally defeat brother you make it sound so simple yaz."
"accept such temporally defeat to tighten the knots of your relationship." she thanked me awhile she was leaving my room i called her again and i did say "you are special okay bare in mind that.
"brother how could you say such thing that I am special he never even told me that how special I am in our relationship."
We resolve it they are now in love an i ma the burning Sbali today. from this story i figured out one thing that the words we use plays a significant impact on our relationships on daily basis. negative words led the tendency for relationship to decline insignificantly. if ever we have a break up again we must try to substitute such word with a positive and constructive one word such as "break down" or "a test on relationship or temporally defeat." then therefore our relationships might gloom and shines.
in relationships the are people who are trained to be so. It was my theory based on my sister and based on the research that i ma conducting right now based on the psychology as a student life. shortly the psychology of student life.